So Many Changes!

It has been six days since my "awakening" to the acceptance of my true energetic being, and my knowing the true source of all healing, yet it feels like several weeks have passed! I want to fill in some of the thoughts, conversations, and books that have contributed to the conversion.

The Baglady's Guide to Elegant Living: Learn to Love the Life You Have

My friend Dina Dove wrote this delightful little jewel, and published it last year. I had read parts of it in manuscript form, but I bought the book on Christmas evening and read the whole thing during my fast. It is a "self-help" book disguised as a story, which makes it easy to read and understand. While none of the concepts in the book were new to me, reading them in the context of the story reminded me of some of the basic truths by which I wish to live my life, starting with the knowledge that I am a beloved Child of God, and my thoughts are the source of my reality. A new affirmative song came from reading this book:

I am a beloved, beloved child of God,
And I manifest perfect health.
I am a beloved, beloved child of God,
And I am now in perfect health!

(You can add other things you wish to manifest in your life, such as "abundant wealth," "joy and happiness," "loving friends," etc. The first time I state that I manifest, and the second time I state it in the present tense, because I already have it in my thoughts.)

The AIM Program of Energetic Balancing

I mentioned this program when I first started this blog. It is explained in the book, Sanctuary,
by Stephen Lewis, and you can find out more about it on: www.energeticmatrix.com.
I signed up for this program last April in hopes I could get rid of the lump in my breast through balancing my frequencies. That didn't happen for me. However, the facilitator I work with spoke with me on the phone recently, and her words were extremely helpful.

She spoke of the cancer as a wonderful gift. It offers me an opportunity to come to a new understanding of myself and my true vibrational nature. Here are some additional things she mentioned:
--We are taught from birth that we are only a bundle of flesh and bones, and it is difficult to truly believe that we are spiritual beings in a physical manifestation.
--As spiritual beings, we vibrate at frequencies. It is at this vibrational level that healing takes place.
--When we go to a doctor to be healed, we give away our power.
--There is an emotional and mental component to disease, especially cancer.
--Sometimes the disease has been healed on the spiritual level, but we are still holding on to the mental and/or emotional.
--Many cancers have to do with unresolved anger. (I think mine is connected to my resentment and anger toward my brother. This is something I must release!)
--I am being given the opportunity to focus on my self right now--another gift of the cancer.

The Teachings of Abraham, through Esther and Jerry Hicks

Two dear friends in Joplin have been studying the Abraham material for many years, and they have a study group that meets once a week. Each week we listen to some of the channeled material from Abraham, and discuss it, following with an exercise from the book, Ask and It Is Given: Learning to Manifest Your Desires. The Abraham material is about the "law of attraction." (The movie "The Secret" also presents these ideas. The sequel to The Secret will be shown in movie theatres all over the country this Thursday. Check with your local theatre to see if they are showing it.) Again, the concepts are not new to me: I started years ago working with the channeled material that came through Edgar Cayce, and also read all the Jane Roberts books channeled by Seth, but until now, I didn't fully understand or embrace these concepts. I feel that now I am ready.

I really like the exercise we did at the last meeting. We imagine that we are the head of a huge company, employing thousands of people, all of whom want to do their jobs in an excellent way. We have a manager who takes care of all the details, and this manager is extremely efficient. If we want to have something done, we simply ask the manager to make sure it is done, and we know that it will be completed satisfactorily. We then wrote messages to our managers.

I wrote to my manager: "Please arrange a clean-up crew to clear away any unnecessary or unhealthy cells in my body, and remove them safely from my body." I now can imagine little people with bulldozers working away in my body, moving the cancer cells out, and I release all the worry from my mind, knowing that my manager will be sure to supervise the job and get it done!

I highly recommend this book (Ask and it is Given: Learning to Manifest Your Desires) if you feel ready to consider a whole new way of relating to reality. Abraham is actually a composite of spiritual entities (a "collective consciousness") which speak through Esther Hicks. As I read this book, I feel like I have come home!

Nancy Stenn, Lucid Healing

About a month ago my husband attended a chiropractic seminar in St. Louis, and while there he met Nancy Stenn, who is a healer. He gave me her card, and I called her over the holidays, but it wasn't until last Thursday that she returned my call. The timing was perfect! I had had the session with Chad, the practitioner of The Reconnection work of Eric Pearl the day before, and everything Nancy said resonnated with me on a soul level. She corroborated everything that I had experienced, and she gave me some affirmations to work with until we can get together for a session. As most psychic healers, she can work long distance, but I felt that I wanted to meet her in person, so I am planning to drive to St. Louis next week.

I am feeling very joyful and full of hope, knowing that all these people are supporting and loving me. I am so very grateful for everyone: healers, family, friends, and storytellers whom I have only met on the internet! Add to those the people at Silent Unity who are praying for me constantly. Thank you, thank you, thank you!