The Reconnection: I believe in Miracles!

A major shift has occurred in my consciousness and in my body. I have come to the realization that I have been searching for a substance or technique outside of myself that will heal or cure the cancer. So far I have been rather frustrated that the magic substance had not made itself known yet. Even auto urine therapy, which I have believed in for about 17 years, and which saved my life in a dramatic way, didn't appear to be "working" for me.

I had started reading The Reconnection: Heal Others, Heal Yourself by Dr. Eric Pearl (Hay House, Inc., 2001) about a year ago, but other things intervened, and the book had ended up on the bottom of a pile of books that I intended to read some day. The last day of my fast, I dug it out and continued reading it. It was mostly because of this book that I woke up in the middle of the night and realized that I didn't NEED to do a urine fast (or any other unnatural "treatment" for that matter) in order to heal my cancer. I simply need to reconnect to the core of my energetic being; to KNOW that I am capable of healing any physical ailment.

Dr. Pearl approaches healing completely differently than traditional, or even alternative medicine. It is difficult to explain what he has developed in a few short sentences. If you are interested, I recommend you look at his web site: www.TheReconnection.com.
I will quote a short passage from the last chapter of the book: "What I've come to recognize is that this is healing in a very different sense than what we have been taught to perceive, understand, or even believe or accept. This healing is about an evolutionary process brought into existence through co-creation at the highest vibrational interaction with the Universe." (p. 220)

I located a practitioner of Reconnection work in Springfield, MO, only an hour's drive from me, and set up an appointment for yesterday morning. During the session I didn't notice anything monumental--no lights or visions, no vibrations zinging around in my body, but I felt very relaxed, and went into a deep meditative state. The idea with receiving the energy is to expect nothing--just to be open to whatever happens. I did not expect a spontaneous remission of the cancer--I really didn't know what to expect.

On the way home I felt very happy and relaxed. The hour drive seemed to take only 30 minutes--before I knew it I was home. The rest of that day I also felt good, with lots of energy. That night (last night) I had two very powerful dreams:

In one, I am in a big older house, searching for something or someone--not sure what I'm looking for. Then I find it (and I know it is what I've been searching for when I see it). It is in an empty room, propped up against a corner, and it is a tiny little man with no arms or legs--actually it is shaped not like a man, but like a peanut or bacteria (a huge bacteria!), and he has a beautiful charming grin on his face. I am ecstatic to find this little man, and recognize him (it?) immediately. "Oh, here you are," I exclaim. "I've been looking all over for you!" The little being grins and "nods" (kind of hard without a real head), and I feel very happy.

I woke up after this dream, feeling like I had found my "innate intelligence" or my core being. After going back to sleep, I had another dream. I don't remember all the dream, but in it I am stating over and over: "I believe in miracles!" I say it in English and in Spanish! "I really do believe in miracles!" Again, I awoke feeling ecstatic.

This feeling of well-being and joy continued throughout the day, along with clarity of mind and lots of energy.

I hadn't finished reading the whole book, and turned to the last chapter this evening. I read these words by Eric Pearl: "In this book, we've discussed healing as discovery, healing as theory, and healing as practice. But in closing, there's one aspect I want to emphasize: healing as miracle. By "miracle," I mean exactly that--a wondrous event manifesting a supernatural act of God."

I BELIEVE IN MIRACLES! CREO EN LOS MILAGROS.

I am not going to stop all the nutritional support I have been taking--I need to support my physical body during this healing, but I do feel that I have made a deep connection with that part of me from where my true healing comes!